Living In Laughter

Love Letters to You.

You have finally come to realize that you can’t suppress these feelings. A bond like this you cannot wish away. It’s terrifying. This openness with so much uncertainty. But somehow I find security in you. We’re in this together. 

This is all very new to me. I’m not sure that I’ll be good at it, but I can promise that I will give it everything I have. It’s so strange. I now consider you in everything I do. I was once so independent and now my greatest fear is to lose myself along the way. Promise me you won’t let me forget who I am. 

Although I am somewhat apprehensive, I know that we can do this. We can make it. 

Letters to Someone.

You’re gone. You say you’re still here yet, there’s still a piece missing in my heart. I have all these other great guys ready to take your place, but no one can fill it but you. I don’t want to want you. I want to have these feelings for someone else. Someone who is ready. But as I get closer to him, you seem farther away and that scares me. I come running back. You have me hanging on. I need to let go because I don’t think you’re listening anymore.

Letters to Someone.

And it all comes tumbling down.

Love Letters to Someone.

You can’t have us both. Choose. I’m not waiting for you forever. No matter how much it hurts me to leave you, I will. I’d rather have none of you, than half of you. 

Love Letters to Someone.

Today, you were everything to me. We laughed. We loved. We fought. We grew in each other and loved even more. Today was a good day. 

Love Letters to Someone.

You say you love me. 

I believe you, but I believe you love her too.

You love me more. 

I believe you.

This love that we have for each other is unique, strong, and bursting out the seams. But she entraps you in your memories and suffocates you. You’ve known that feeling of comfort and security before and it is difficult to start again with someone new, I understand. But if you love me as you say you do, that should be enough. Enough to forget the past and fall deeply into the future.

Falling into love again and laying your heart on the line for the second time is terrifying. Open your eyes and see that I am here. I am here alone, in love, and in waiting. While you are there in the comfort of your memories and the security of the past. Won’t you meet me half way? All you need is one more step. We can do this together. I believe that. 

Love Letters to No One.

You’re not new to me, but these feelings are. Suddenly this is no longer friendship. This is something I have never felt before. It excites me. It scares me. You have captured me. You have shown me that I never really knew what I wanted. I wanted what everyone else wanted. You’ve helped me find myself. You are obnoxious. You’re frustrating. You’re stubborn and willful. Yet I love every single thing about you. I want you and I need you. To my astonishment, you want me to. You make me feel beautiful, desired, and accepted. 

We have opened a new chapter in our story. I cannot wait to see where this takes us. Could you be the love story that I wasn’t sure I could ever have? No matter where we end up at the end, I want you to know that ‘I want to have you forever’. As friends or as lovers.